STRESSED

OK.. I was REALLY pissed cause I have been screwed over by so many friends. I am not the type that can be upset then stay pissed and never forgive.. I usually just blow it off.. It builds up and drives me INSANE! Jonas.. a few things taht pissed me off in the past that I never got out.. he griped at me.. when in the beginning I dont count it as cheating cause I didnt know he thought me and him were that serious. I thought it was more something we were talkin about I go and meet him and see where it goes. Yet he could talk about how he couldnt get over Jackie and all the stuff that happened there. Then he went out with Mikayla chick and griped about how she wouldnt do anything with him.. He would be with her all the time and he didnt tell me. Had videos on his phone of her getting dressed and other girls tits and stuff on his phone then right there infront of me compare me and the other girls and tell me what was better about them and point out my flaws.. theres much much more.. but I dont have time to type it all right now. Kendra... Screwed me over bad when I lived with her.. charged me 1/2 of everything. I dont know y I stayed there for so long. I didnt wanna move back in with mom cause I felt like it would be so much hassle. i tried tellin Kendra I couldnt keep paying half.. No one cared that I was breakin my back to do stuff. I worked full time and went to OBU full time. The only time she talked to me was when the guys were over and Chris was ignoring her or she wanted money.. Tori. I love her to death. ut it has been starting to really bug me how she talks to me one day then ignores me for like a month! She was suppose to come over and she went to Amandas instead.. thats fine but could she not atleast text me and say hey I cant come over or SOMETHING.. I feel like I am not even apart of her life cause she will not talk to me! It took me 2 months to finally get ahold of anyone in the first place. I was pissed at Weston.. I gave him 20 bucks and he let me use so much on his food stamps but the card was cancelled.. So I got really pissed. he said he got his job back and he would pay me.. we will see.. 

I am almost threw with school.. a few more days!