worried

So the whole thing with Jonas is ok now. I still feel really bad about hurting him, and I still am too afraid to hang out with alot of my guy friends. I dont want to start fights with Kevin or make him upset. I really couldnt handle that again. 

My niece and nephews will be here in July... I am so excited!

Then again.. I am scared, worried and depressed about everything else.. between work and school, I never see my friends, My dad has a nerve disease and is slowly dying it might be this year or many many years.. there is no telling. I am just so stressed and worried right now!

I have been talkin to Jonas more latley That makes me happy since I need someone right now